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    December 04

    Addicted

    Its like you're a drug / It's like you're a demon I can't face down.
    It's like I'm stuck,
    It's like I'm running from you all the time.
    & I know I let you have all the power.
    It's like the only company I seek is misery all around.
    It's like you're a leach / Sucking the life from me.
    It's like I cant breathe / Without you inside of me.
    & I know I let you have all the power,
    & I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time.
     
    It's like I can't see anything-nothing but you.
    I'm addicted to you.
    It's like I can't think without you interrupting me,
    in my thoughts...in my dreams/you've taken over me.
    It's like I'm not me....
     
    It's like I'm lost / It's like I'm giving up slowly.
    It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me-leave me alone.
    & I know these voices in my head are mine alone,
    & I know I'll never change my ways-If I don't give you up now.
    I'm hooked on you-I need a fix.
    I can't take it-just one more hit.
    I promise I can deal with it.
    I'll handle it, quit it. Just one more time/ Then that's it.
    Just a little bit more to
    get
    me
    through
    this
     
    September 19

    Th3 R3@l Th!ng

    I've seen your face a thousand times
    Have all your stories memorized
    I've kissed your lips a million ways
    But I still love to have you around
     
    I've held you too many times to count
    I think I know you inside out
    & we're together most days
    But I still love to have you around
     
    You're the one I want & it's not just a phase
    You're the one I trust, our love is the R3@l TH!NG
    Don't go away, my love
    I'm happiest when we spend time
     
    You're a salty water ocean wave
    You knock me down, you kiss my face
    I know the storms will always come
    But I stil love to have you around
     
    Heaven knows what will come next
    So emotional, your so complex
    A rollercoaster built to crash
    But I still love to have you around
     
    You're the one I want & it's not just a phase
    You're the one I trust, our love is the R3@L TH!NG
    Don't go away, my love
    I'm happiest when we spend time
     
    It's you there when I close my eyes
    & you in the morning
    I never thought you'd still be mine
    Oh I really need to have you around